Risiko

[Pamwam]

I don't know what's wrong with me,

it's like my brain is settled free.

But all in all it seems like i am caught

in a habit like more often than not.

 

It's the same scheme as always,

i fall into love

this feeling is ausumn

but i have to get rid of.

 

it's like a shackle around my mind

i hate it, it's like i am fully blind

my thoughts are captured in a possessive way

but I have this feeling i have to stay

 

my negative experiences passed away

but still have the habit to flee and don't stay

it's hard work to hide this deeper thought

and i know after this there is just the naught

 

but eventually there's a new way to take

i now have to make this changing break

will let my rules now leave behind

and make used this way of feeling blind

 

I'm ready to take on this risky run

cause there's a sentence which says no risk no fun

trying different ways to get comfortable with this

eventually there are some freedoms i will miss

 

my time is to restricted to make rough decisions

so i take this way without my mind permissions

if the plan goes wrong, outgoing with violation

please, if there is a god, take me to your final station

 

I'm afraid of being injured again,

so i normally take the safety plan

but i don't want to stay alone forever

so i take this risk and make my endeavor

 

i hope I've evaluated this man well enough

and don't get again such a guy which is rough

but when this event takes place again

i will definitely take the heaven train

[das A-]

Please don't take the heaven train

It make sence no pain no gain

A bit of both wird doch nicht schaden

 

Wollt ich dir mal eben sagen!

 

Liebe Grüße nach Daheim

Der nächste Kerl wird besser sein!

 

[Pamwam]

Danke für deine "Kritik" wenn man es so benennen möchte Sollte kein Schmähgedicht über Männer sein, nur eines über diffuse geistige Vorgänge, die heißen glaube ich "Gefühle" oder so.

 

Deinen Absatz übernehme ich copyright-verdächtig gerne in meine neuen Gedichtspeibereien wenn okai?!

 

Schöne Grüße nach Planet Erde (kommt immer an)