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[BlackJo]

I miss my father
The way he looked at me when I was a little girl
I missed him in times where my life got in the swirl
I missed him when I start to became a woman
I wanted to show him the draftswoman
I missed him when I got problems with man
Because he left me when I start to became a teen
I missed him when I wanted to have fun
It was like he shot me with a handgun
I missed the smirkel in his eyes
I never thought there are so much lies

But i understand he couldnt give me what i needed
And also when the half of my life i feeled unheeded
I know the fights with his demons was heavy
Also when in the past I couldnt see
I feeled the darkness around him
And he was drowning, because he can't swim