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For my lover You know, sometimes I wish, I would be not here. Just to make it clear, It’s not like, I don’t want to live. It’s more like, I still wait for your kiss. I feel so bad, probably you don’t even know me now. I wish I could go back, And wouldn’t be now sad. Why I’m so stupid? Now I’m waiting for every night, To dream about you without the cruel daylight. I’m so shy, I’ve never met such a guy. I miss you forever, I wish I were clever. I didn’t realize how happy I was, I wish you were in my class. We walk on several paths, I wish they would crash. I love you for eternity, I wish you would know this for my safety. I just wish, Cause I know, I’m not on your list. Chalize

Stehe da Diese Endlichkeit, Raubt mir all meine Freiheit. Angst jeden Schritt zu gehen, Und am Ende alleine dazustehen. Nichts ist für die Ewigkeit, Darum ist sie mein größter Feind. So untreu, so vergehend, Lässt mich allein im Dunkeln stehen. Kein Vertrauen, keine Bindung, Lässt mich los, mit ganz viel Schwung. Keiner weiß wo ich lande, Das Schicksal behandelt mich ohne Gnade. In der Dunkelheit, im Schwarzen, Hör ich Hilfeschreie in mir quaken. Alleine da stehen, Alleine zu gehen.

My man You were so sweet, but now is your sweetness just in my memory. Everything has changed, Can you give me a second chance? Realisation takes to long, You always were among. But why haven’t I seen you? Your smile, I could watch it for a while. I get lost in your ocean eyes, Couldn’t only look twice. I find peace in your words, I don’t know why but I like nerds. The way you speak, Soothes my soul. My heart is stolen. Your laugh, as clear as the white feather of a dove. Healed me inside, healed me outside, If text you, would you might? Why I’m writing in simple present? That’s all in the past, Why does time, rush so fast? It has to be written in a different tense, Should be written with other hands. chalize