irrecoverable

[nopoet.de]

In every way I tried to be fond
You’ve been my cause of light
Now your gone and all beyond
Is left without a drip of might
 
I seek through steps of melting snow
Looking to find where you have gone
I hasten up and follow a glimmer row
Not aware in my neck a deriding sun
 
Lost in my efforts you went irrecoverable
I step back and whisk my hurting tears
Where to find you, you adoring loveable
I’m shattered left behind in deep fears
 
Cursing the nature of deities all ages
Of making me an object of their fun
Could life be a garden out of outrages
That finally took the breath of my lung
 
Never wanted to be a glorified king
An emperor or hero of man
Just to be there an devoutly bring
My endless love in a can
 
Without you sitting in gloom
Sadness became my verity
Searching memories to loom
Is left as my reality…
 
 
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